So i found out today that sometimes i shouldnt tell some people some things because eventlyally they will tell someoen who cant keep thier mouth shut and that will end up ruining any chances i have at getting what i wanted ( Read more... )

This alone thing at night is whats going to get me, i'm crying so hard i can barlye type, but i have to do something or i'm going to go insane ( Read more... )

I moved back home.

Me and Ric are over FOR GOOD.

I think i'm ok.

I need people right now, anyone wanna hang, like soon?

Loves-
carissa

Am i cute? seriously... he told me i was and i believed him, but he never called, i mean i didnt think he would, but i wanted him to prove me wrong ( Read more... )

So last night i went over to clintons, it was way fun. A few wierd things happened, but when dont they when you go over there? So I went on a walk with Don and found out what he really thinks of me, and it was kinda cool. He works in porn and was telling me how he's really sick of porn girls and we just talked about a lot fo stuff. He told me he ( Read more... )

I'm in love.


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I've been doing a lot of thinking, i guess i've had a lot of thinking to be doing though. I've had a lot on my mind, and not nearly enough at the same time. I think i'm tkaing things to seriously, i think i'm being inmature too. I'm letting myself act like a middle aged woman and at the smae time a three year old ( Read more... )

I keep getting sicker and sicker, i can hardly swallow and my throat is way swollen.

I dont have to work tomorrow cause they keep chancing my schedual.
I'll probably get called in though.
Fuck.

It just keeps getting worse and worse. I dont think i can live like this anymore. I mean everyday i want to cry, i try so hard to have a nice place and to be a good person and to work hard and i just cant do that all, not with who i'm with now. I cant be with Ric anymore ( Read more... )

Instead of telling hte story of my wonderful newyears i'll just do i agigantic picture post.. ok? ok.

( so drunk.. )