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xxcrackedupxx

As you fade away from me.. i can no longer see

Aug 16, 2005 18:56

Ya went into win dixy again had alittle reunion .. it was good to see them.. but everyone was effected by the accident.. its so sad to go in there .. 2 many memories and .. the place looks dead .. and will be in 10 more days ( Read more... )

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probey August 16 2005, 23:11:36 UTC

Might I come to the funeral? I didn't know him but I would like to show moral support.

xxcrackedupxx August 16 2005, 23:50:56 UTC

If u want to come u can , but if u come dont bring all your friends and make it a "hang out" cuz It's not really a social thing.. but ya you can... if u do then you'll see masrawr.. i gotta pick him up..that is if i can convince him to go. ( ill have to have a long talk wit him 2moro)

probey August 17 2005, 01:33:08 UTC

I don't know if I will be able to get a ride but I will try. & I wasn't planning on bringing anyone, funerals are not hang outs.

I still have no idea who 'masrawr' is.... =|

whatevawhateva_ August 16 2005, 23:18:20 UTC

I'm going tomorrow. A ride is still offered by my mom if you need one.

The thing about death is.. you can't let it affect you this way.
Yeah.. school keeps going, peoples lives keep going.. but it doesn't mean he's been forgotten.
You have to keep the memories, and remember him fondly.
It was nice at lunch yesterday, Billy sat there telling us all these memories about him.
A lot of them were funny, Tracis chimed in too. We all kinda sat there and I just listened to them talk about it.
Everyone looked so torn, it was hard to see all the people he was close to.
Especially you.

But like I said.. keep the memories. It might be hard to think about it right now.. or listen to those songs right now.. and all that stuff, but eventually.. you'll hear it and won't be quite so sad. You'll be happy, because he's still there with you.
Mm.. sappy, yeah.. but it's something, right?

<3Sho

xxcrackedupxx August 16 2005, 23:51:53 UTC

thx i know we haven't been the best of friends latly but thx for everything...

whatevawhateva_ August 17 2005, 00:38:18 UTC

Chris.. it doesn't matter if we're the best of friends... or friends for that matter.. I will always care about you and I will always be here for you. Nothing will stop that. Friends don't just abandon their friends when stuff like this happens. And I will never abandon you if you need someone to be there for you. You might not even need it to be me who's there, but i'll wait till you do.. because if you need someone you atleast can depend on me when there's no one else.
Wow, what's with the sappy today?? >.>
Sho