Im in a very weird period in my life, i feel like i have lost everything. I wish dani knew how much i really love her and how i dont have any feeling for heather. But it seems liek dani is gone she faded from my life, she shows nothing to me. Which is very hard for me. I wish we could be happy liek back in the day, and i try my hardest to make ( Read more... )

Her words dont hurt me her actions do,i dont know what to do anymore...maybe i should just give up. I need to get out of this place and leave for awhile and figure stuff out, my mind runs wild, i just wish things were how they used to be, when i used to get gf/bf days and now i get promises of them and i know they wont come. uhh, someone please ( Read more... )

I have no idea what is going on in my life, i have neevr cared for a person as much as this one but it seems i have lost. I thought last night was the last of our days..there was soo much drama and both our night were ruined. This girl has hit a specail place in my heart and i cant see my self without her, she is my everything. Things are ( Read more... )

I LOVE DANI, why does she break me down into pieces???

i fuck up the greatest things in my life, everything i hold dear to my heart i lose, all because of me, i wish i was dead, things would be better tht way, goodnight

Im soo confused...i dont know what to do...its seems im losing everything....i try so hard but it seems to make things worse...she doesnt understnad how much i love...i dont want to lose her...i would die for her...she is my everything...but my heart seems to be breaking...someone help me.

i hurt, everything is happening all over again, its exactly the same as what happened last time, even though she says tis not true, i see it coming and i dont know what to do. I will be broken once more, if she only knew how much i cared for her.

Well i ahve wrote in awile basically i have been very sick and i still am. I had a greta weekend went to LA to visit young buck and lil nicky, good times. But anyways today i had to work for my mom and deal with clothes and it sucked i hate it. But ther eare soo many hot ladies walking around that it gives me a boner. I love dani though, she is ( Read more... )

I have no friends on the LJ, i love it, i hate computers, they are not my friends.

Im going to go drink now

My brother passed out in his own barff, its lovely

another one ( Read more... )