so today was alright..it had to be one of the longest days of my life..it might have to do with the fact that i took 6 wellbutrin ((anti depressant)) i didnt feel it for a while like until the end of lunch i got really happy..but then after photography i started feeling more depressed ( Read more... )

went to the psyciatrist today..was gonna get some pills but my idiot father had to lie and say that im perfectly happy and he doesnt want me to have drugs ( Read more... )

haha thought this was funny::
sallyschmclrmnce: wutre u wearing?
failurebydsgn9: ehh like socks

ur such a funny/hott kid zachii!

okay so everybody-suessical tonight!! hellz yeah bitches

and now i get to go to the psycologist where shes just gonna tell me what i already kno..im over sensitive, paranoid and depressed ( Read more... )

i feel like crying..i feel like its my fault about all this shit..
its hardly even my problem and its making tears in my eyes..
just when i thought i was perfectly happy somethings gotta happen..
a part of me is telling me to end it but i cant and i honestly dont want to..its too perfect..
but maybe too perfect to be true

my bio project is ALMOST done..if i can stop procrastinating enough maybe i will finish it ( Read more... )

okay so last nite..whoa..ya that about describes it ( Read more... )

so last nite was awesome ( Read more... )

so yeah today was pretty uneventful..i miss kristen and kacey and zach..lunch was so..quiet ( Read more... )