things meant to be pondered

[xxcuff_mexx]

No words can explain how i feel right now...i'm high and happy yet...at the sametime sad and so alone....The few phone calls i get is always someone wanting me to be around for some specific reason, no one calls to hang out, i mean the only people to take me in were the very people my so called friends wanted me to stay away from. Funny how that

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[amyabunai]

sup it's amy. i was with mallory that one time. how ya been

[imwanted]

just got back from a week in bed

hahaha BEND i mean, but dood were hanin out. and no going off to the other side of town ya hear?

[xxcuff_mexx]

well it's just i have the friends that say oh yeah we've decided we're goin to hang out all the time keep you out of trouble...and it's depressing that they never call but they want to try and help...