ummmm,

BYE

wow that was stupid...im jsut tired...

exams tomorrow =/

so ( Read more... )

things are already looking up

and the potential for amazingness again is so close i can taste it

i hope im not let down...

!!!

wow.

i feel like i have no control over anything in my life.

sometimes i wanna give up...

merry christmas to all! i got a lot of good stuff, i hope you all did too ( Read more... )

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i love my patrick more than i can explain and i think everything in my life is going to work out on its own cos everything that i mean is out of my hands, stuff i cant control no matte rhow hard i try. so its probably a good idea to let it run its course rahter than try to fix it and fail miserably every time ( Read more... )

ummmmmm yesterday i did a billion dishes, and i masde homemade muffins and did laundry and went for a log [yes i did bridgett =)] and showered and then it was nice with pat we hung out for 50 million years and talked a lto and idk but i fucking love him ( Read more... )

friday was kinda lame at first cos theres only so many times you can watch the same dawsons creek episodes. then lauren came over, that was sooo fun as you cn see by a few selected pictutes in her journal =) then pat didnt come over and stuff, bad night there. but then i went to the football game and stuff, holla. then to meggie and johnnys ( Read more... )

mmmhmmm i have a job!

and i love patrick<3