Every thing I do its a fucking mistake. I try and take control of my life and my parents fucking throw me on my ass. I was disscussing with my mother the classes I am taking to prepare me for college next year and how after I graduate I am going into the Natationaly Guard. My dad comes downstairs fucking screaming and yelling at me about how I wont ( Read more... )

I am suppoed to be doing my make up work for geometry, but I am so bored. Ugh. I donno, still sorry about last night Kylie ( Read more... )

Have you ever wish you could take back the things you say when you say them in anger?....thats how im feeling...kylie, my god, i am sorry. I am deleting that part in my entry. sorry, im the bad friend, not you. i fucked up, not you. i threw you away, you didn't throw me away. I am sorry, can I bring you back to me? will you even except me? im gonna ( Read more... )

Kylie, I am sorry.

UGH I FUCK UP ALL THE TIME. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME, I SWEAR TO GOD I MENTALLY INSANE!! I LOSE FRIENDS, AND WHY, BECAUSE OF THE FUCKED UP THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD. RIGHT NOW I WISH I WAS FUCKING DEAD OR SOMETHING. WHAT CAN I DO TO CHANGE THINGS AROUND? WHAT CAN I DO TO BRING BACK EVERY THING I ONCE HAD THAT WAS SO GREAT AND PRECIOUS TO ME? WHY ( Read more... )

Well today was an ok day. A little awkward for some reason, but ok. I woke up, had to shovel snow, fun. Joe came over, he called me while i was still shoveling, and asked if I wanted him to come help me, ofcourse I said yes. Well he grabbed his shovel and helped out. After that we chilled at my house, and spent time together. Then we went back to ( Read more... )

K every one, bare with me, I know I posted this the other day, but I want Mr. Snyder to give me his opinion and he is going to leave me a post about it when he reads it, scroll down past to see my update ( Read more... )

Ok so i went snowboarding and fell on my ass, my board just needs a little wax, owell, tomorrows another day, and another run ( Read more... )

Ok, just and update cuz im bored off my ass waiting for Joe to come pick me up. We are going snowboarding and today my rents are going out to watch me. Watch me a break a leg this time around while there to watch, wouldn't that just be peachy? I am so tired, I couldn't fallasleep last night. And this morning i guess i was yelling at my dad in my ( Read more... )

Ok so I lied, last night after my writers block I was telling you, I got a blast of insperation. I dedicate this one to my Joseph, the most meaningful person in my life, who I will spend the rest of my life with ( Read more... )