Well I went to Pet Paradis today. Mark was there and knew what I was up to. Darell was like "Becarful Amanda, if your dad calls I will tell him your in the back smoking a cig, and that after you are done with that, you went up to Jack's to grab some lettace for Patty's lizards.". I told him thanks. Mr. Monahan brought his little girl in to see the ( Read more... )

Joe and I love each other. Our story is becoming more like Romeo and Juliet then ever. My father has pretty much told me I could never see Joe again because of his age. There was huge fight with my father because of it, and I don't think I have ever cried as much as I did that night. I got online and thankfully Joe was on. I was talking to him, and ( Read more... )

Today is a good day so far. I woke up with a fever, and slept till about 10 something. I got up and looked for my tuner and couldnt find it then I decided to give Joe a call. Tomorrow we are going to go around and get coffee then go to his buddy Arons house. We are gonna play some guitar, and then swing back to his place for a while. I went to ( Read more... )

Well today was a great day for me. Joe came and picked me up from school and we went back to my house. The awkward silence has now turned into a comfortable silence. We listened to music in my room for a little while, him showing me some great artists, then we went back down stairs so have a cig. He tried to tune the guitar for me, and he did play ( Read more... )

Ever sence yesterday, I have been extemely content. Its so nice. No worries, just the feeling of a sort of security. Joe called me later that night, and we talked for a few hours. The thing I liked most about the conversation was when Joe asked if I had a thing for him, and I said yes, and he said that, that was a good thing because he had a thing ( Read more... )

Joe came over. Made my day intirely. Although we didnt really do much of any thing, awkward silence, a break of silence here and there, then he shared some music with me online. I liked it alot. Very soothing to listen to, yet a sad song. I feel really good. Very calm and relaxed. For once I have absoulutely no worries, and if a worry comes to mind ( Read more... )

Today was great until fith hour. I poped some pills this morning at school two tylonal 3, 2 regular tylonal, and 2 dayquill. I started shaking badly in LA2 and I hope no one noticed. Then as I was freaking out, I looked at the persons arm infront of me, just out of no where, I was franticly looking around. And there, on her arm, were cuts. And she ( Read more... )

Once again, I changed my journal around. I think its a nice touch, and better then before. Last time it was to chippy for my taste, and right now this suits my fucking life perfectly. Every thing once again is falling apart for me. Two more teachers called my mom at work today, peachy fucking keen there man. My dad kicked me out this past weekend ( Read more... )

Well I am at my aunts house. Fun stuff...not really. I am here because my dad kicked me out. Great. Here for a night. What a big punishment...he sure showed me. Blah ( Read more... )

Less To Death (12:30:30 AM): Trapped in a house, in a small town of Shields... A women by the name of Amanda lived out her days. With each passing day... Her anger grew... for she could not leave her house. She begged and pleaded with the wicked people in the chamber upstairs... But like every night she fell to disapointment. It had been the ( Read more... )