you want me to trust you... so i am... i hope you see that... yesterday was so.... beautiful... watching your shadow flicker and dance in the candle light... holding you, caressing your body... ::smiles:: drinking sour apple martinis in the bubble bath... it was like poetry... our eyes, hands, bodies, minds, were one... (sigh)its a wonderful life ( Read more... )

(sigh) i can't seem to help the feeling that something isn't right... i don't know what it is... somethings going on... something not good... i just can't put my finger on it just yet... i hate feeling like this... i hope it really is just nothing... good night...

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Flashoh god i am blinded by the camera.. i sure hope i look ok.. hmmm... well, maybe if i brush my hair in my face i'll look sexy.. or maybe if i just take a picture of one eye... or.. hmmm i think it might be sexy if i tok a picture of my shoes and a piece of my leg... no that isn't quite original enough.. i'll just put on the big green tie that i ( Read more... )

eakinsma [10:14 PM]: crazy ( Read more... )

!@#@(*!)(*.... arg!!!!!!! fuck everything!!!!!!!

i have lost someone so special to me. but i still have sooo many special people in my life... i am greaful for all of them. my sister, my brother, my cousins and aunt, my mother, my stepfather, my grandmother.... the list goes on. and then there is stephanie... you have been a great support for me... my crutch, my shoulder to lean on, you have ( Read more... )

i thought things would get better with everyday that passed... but it only seems to get worse. my mind and emotions are getting the best of me... and let me just say.. my mind is a scary place to be... (sigh) my insides hurt... i need.... something... ::shrugs::

when i tell most people that i have a pit bull they look at me and tell me i am crazy... that those dogs are monsters.. well if that is the case.. then i have something for them to see....

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