well, im in the market to buy a house. my hope is that next spring/early summer ill be a 1st time home owner. im just kind of looking around right now. seeing what i like/dont like. im freakin excited ( Read more... )

"tristan is beautiful just like his mother"

fuck, i miss you.
i know im going to go the rest of my life wishing you were here.
who do i have to blame?
me.
i hate myself.

everyone is getting married and pregnant right now. i feel out of the loop ( Read more... )

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have i told you that i hate needles ( Read more... )

im exhausted ( Read more... )

things like this are always too good to be true.

my heart hurts.

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each day i fall more and more in love with you

5 more days.

1 day and counting : 1st ultrasound. ill be finding out if ill be a mother to a lil boy or a lil girl

1 week and counting : Farrand gets here. The best valentines gift ever!