i'm so fucking happy!

i love my life, i love my boyfriend, even love my friends. everything has been going really well lately. everything is starting to fit together again.

i love you so much, christopher john.
you bring me to life. :)

eighteen days left of senior yr.
i've never been more excited in my life. :)

bye bye cphs.

oh and of course,
my boyfriend is fucking amazing.
i love him a lot.

"i just poured my heart out,
there's bits of it on the floor.
i take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water,
and call him up for more.
and i say:
'baby, i feel stupid to call you,
but i'm lonely.
and i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me,
and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do,
you'd feel it too.he said ( Read more... )

JENN's 18TH BIRTHDAY WISHLIST!

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:x: name = jenn.
:x: piercing = i had 10, but i took out 2.
:x: tattoos = none yet.
:x: height = 5'6.
:x: shoe size = 9 or 10.
:x: hair color = dark brown.
:x: length= eh, below the shoulders.
:x: siblings = william.

LAST...:x: movie you rented = waiting. (on demand ( Read more... )

sunday, april 9th: city with my love.

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i don't understand why a circle of three friends (of course, girls, who else would cause these kinds of problems?) find it so impossible to all just be friends at the same time. i don't think that it's so difficult to hang out with two people at once, but it seems like whenever it comes down to it - someone winds up being left out. it's completely ( Read more... )

it seems like everyone goes through a certain stage of their life thinking "holy shit, i'm getting old." yeah, i know i'm only turning eighteen, but i feel that throughout this year, i've matured a ridiculous amount and have gained an amazing grasp on my life. i'm now willing to accept change and not try to refuse to accept reality. i realize that ( Read more... )

What does your birth month reveal about you?
Maystubborn and hard-hearted. strong-willed and highly motivated. sharp thoughts. easily angered. attracts others and loves attention. deep feelings. beautiful physically and mentally. firm standpoint. needs no motivation. easily consoled. systematic (left brain). loves to dream. strong clairvoyance. ( Read more... )

did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things...

i love you, chris. (: