Alright so it's Christmas and everyone I'm talking to is happy, just like it should be. And I was upset last night, but I guess since I woke up, everything that usually would piss me off is great. I love Christmas, not just because of the presents, but because of how beautiful it is. The house is beautiful, the colors, all the weird wrapping paper ( Read more... )

Alright so it's Christmas Eve, and I have absolutely nothing to do. Uhm..Tonya just left, her, me, and Brooke went to the mall and "bought" a whole bunch of shit. I got two new pairs of glasses and like 6 pairs of shoelaces. And some earrings. It was cool. Hmm..then last night I slept at Tonya's, we got those freaky phone calls again, and whoever ( Read more... )

alright so i havnt updated in a while..hmm..so i guess i have alot to say but nothing too. tyler and me went out for about a week ish, and last night he dumped me. but i guess i'll get over it eventually..so anyway, on sunday me, tonya, tyler, and kevin met at the christmas tree shop and talked there for a while and then we decided to walk to tyler ( Read more... )

Well I guess I should update, since everyone is telling me to. Hmm..Thanksgiving sucked, but I went to New York on Saturday which was madd fun. It was my first time, and I took pictures of everything. Right now, I'm on the phone with Aaron right now and I just found out what he said to Matt, the joke he made about me calling myself a bipolar bitch ( Read more... )

Hey..havn't updated in a while. Alot has happened. Hmm..Friday and Saturday were fun, went to Brooke's and what not. On Saturday we went to Portsmouth and we were swinging on a flag pole, it was so fun. I guess you just had to be there. Hm..Saturday night Tonya slept over, we got into a fight, all that good stuff. Then Sunday she went home, I ( Read more... )

Today was really really really bad. My mom made me cry, I made her cry, she broke her hand cause she was slammed it on the counter instead of hitting me (for once). And I broke 3 of my fingers because I punched my door. And my eyes are green and I can't stop crying. What a bitch I am.

I'm really really depressed right now, but everyone thinks its a stupid reason. Or how I got this way anyway. Okay so I said something to Tonya and then like 10 minutes later she said something back ( Read more... )

with one or two i get used to the room we go slow when we first make our moves but five or six bring you out to the car number nine with my head on the bar and its sad, but true out of cash and I.O.Us desperate desires and unadmirable plans my tounge will taste the gin and malicious intent bring you back to the bar get your out of the cold my sober ( Read more... )

today was alright..last night i dyed my hair purple but it looks black inside and then it looks redish/purple in the sun. but it still looks cool. hmm aaron is asking me out again. first he hates me and loves tonya, then he loves me and doesnt like tonya, and now he loves us both but wants to go out with me. hes so complicating. anyways, im in love ( Read more... )

xXx22StUdSxXx: finally, someone calls me LJ ( Read more... )