k i just calmed down..slightly ( Read more... )

today started out great got bad went back to ok then great but still bad. does that make sense ( Read more... )

Bllerrgg ( Read more... )

The other day someone told me something that literally stunned me. It's about 2 other people.. its something that if it would have happened like.. 3 or 4 months ago i would have been overjoyed. Whenever I heard this it really made me think. I was thinking things could go back to how they were and maybe something could start again with this one ( Read more... )

Well things are better from last time i wrote.. i guess.. theres some shit thats bothering me about that whole thing but i cant really say anything without sounding like a bitch so.. i wont. I kinda wish things could go back the way they were at the end of last year but whatever i dont care that much anymore ( Read more... )

Uhh the past few weeks I havent really been hanging out with certain people.. or even talking to them.. yet they don't notice ( Read more... )

todays thanksgiving.. i was supposed to be with stephanie today at this parade and then other stuff but last night i got in trouble ( Read more... )

i cant believe i actually defended a certain someone when people called him an asshole. i told people how nice this person is now and how hes changed into a better person than last year. i was wrong, this persons still the same prickhead asshole they were last year. and now to make things worse theres like other people involved in this whole thing ( Read more... )

I fucking hate high school. I hate all the other kids. I hate my parents and how they just can't understand that people like to be left alone when they're in bad moods. I hate my teachers. I hate how my parents and teachers don't even try to understand anything. I hate how my math teacher bitches at me for reading or drawing but doesnt say anything ( Read more... )

so i'm lying in bed listening to something corporate.. konstantine comes on and i really start paying attention to the lyrics.. jeebus i'm emo.. yeah so im in tears now.. this song brings back a lot of memories... and then the end of the song is just like..ahh.. wow i'm a freakin loser. am i honestly still not over this ( Read more... )