tonight is JT's party!! i got him the perfect gift, i hope he likes it. its just a shirt, and a belt...nothing special, but i hope he likes it i think seans coming with me tonight to the party, at least i hope he will gosh, im so in love :) he wants to have sex, and i want to also, im just not sure if im ready... manny's in hawaii with jimmy, ( Read more... )

i feel kind of bad for jay and paige, i mean if they like eachother why not be together? so im sorry guys for saying stuff about ur relationship...and i dont understand WHY everyone thinks its so horrible, im happy for u guys ( Read more... )

i miss sean ( Read more... )

cali is great, its nice to finally just "chill" and not have to worry about anything. i still want my 1-on-1 time with u JT! we went shopping today, ellie stayed behind i think something is wrong, but i dont know how to ask her... i got a really cute new bathing suit, and a pair of sun glasses. im glad u invited me JT ( Read more... )

i hung out with chester today, he seemed like he needed a friend. he's actually over here right now. i dont know why everyone is so mad at him, i love liberty and all, but lets not hate him because they broke up ( Read more... )

wow so much shit is going on lately, i mean darcy and jay? what is that? jay is probably using her...if u know what i mean

i really need to talk to sean, i miss him. he's been working like crazy. i still love him, but will he ever forgive me for choosing jt? i wish he would, because i really want to be with him. i love him so much. i went out ( Read more... )

this entry will be short, because i am leaving to go shopping with ellie, marco, and paige in a few.

i dont know whats up with manny lately, she seems pre-occupied with mark lately, i mean, she dosent even like him that way, shes totally leading him on. thats so like her... but i guess its her life to screw up ( Read more... )

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i am really sorry liberty and chester, u guys should try to work things out between u. liberty was over my house all last night, really upset. i feel so bad, they were such a cute couple. i talked with chester a little last night too...he said some things to me, that i wont repeat for sake of my best friend ( Read more... )

last night was fun, i hung out with JT and libs, it was well-overdue. we had a blast, oh yeah and paige was there i think she likes JT, she was flirting with him all night! kind of rude when he and his girlfriend just broke up...oh well... maybe next time chris can come, we just started talking again, and im very happy about it, i missed him hes ( Read more... )

slowly im getting over jt, we talked and it helped. we just need to give this time...time heals all ( Read more... )