I feel so much better now. I may have lost three people who i care about a lot but they should know if they need anything they just need to ask. I am a lot happier though. I know that things seem lost now but i am choosing to not be emo and be optimistic. I have someone who i love and who loves me enough to stand by me. I wish i could express how ( Read more... )

Yeah i know this feeling . . . here it comes again. I am getting ready mentally already. Tonight is the night for the big talk and already i know this will not end well. It will just end. So yeah here it comes goodbye to you My trusted friend . . . even when i am hurt i can get lyrics to match. I will write with details later.

FUCK

I Am

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ok i am going to go youth group on everyone for a second. we used to do this exercise where someone holds a piece of yarn and says something about another person in the circle. they then throw the ball of yarn to someone else and then they repeat then when everyone is done it is this web. Right now i feel as though i cut myself out of the web. Now ( Read more... )

Danilo is sexy see:
http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GZEYBRE&key=BAP

I am calling everyone trying to just have someone sit with me. I am scared out of my mind. My nose will not stop bleeding . I have lost so much blood it is unreal. I am not sure if i am dreaming or not i threw away 4 paper towels that once were white and now are red with blood. I am so fuckin scare why is this happening. I am cold to the touch ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Babe

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To be a proper boyfriend you must meet these requirements:

• Must be willing to get out of his warm or your warm comfy bed to grab you a coke

• Must be just as much of a dork as you if not more, As fun as it is to laugh at yourself it is more fun to laugh at your self with someone else and vice versa

• Must have somethings in common ( music, hobbie, ( Read more... )

Yeah i am feeling better about yesterday that apology came without me asking for it and i feel a lot better. Lately i feel like some ogar. I have so many people criticizing me about everything i do or rather what i do not do. Ok here are the straight facts people. Dominican can go suck a cock. I do not give a damn about the people there. I have my ( Read more... )