I don't think I've EVER in my lyfe been as depressed as I am this past week...Im the most terrible person in the world and I really don't deserve to be here...
XOXO

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I'm dumb, I really am. Guess who just left? Robert...yeah, we're "friends with benefits" now...that's gonna cause a lotta heartache, I can already tell. But stupid me, i see it as a way to hold on to him....
XOXO

Wow...I've officially lost everything. Sunday night, me n Robert ended up breaking up. Well, he stuck around and me, him, chuck, and my sis and brittany all got drunk. Well, I was upset so of course, I got trashed. I remember just lyke chugging beers in one chug. I dunno, somehow I got so drunk that I don't remember not one single lil thing that ( Read more... )

Ok, I don't know what robert's prob is right now, but I can't take it anymore. For the past week he's done nothin but blow me off. I have a feeling it has to do with his ex, that lil whore! They work together and she gives him a ride home and last night he was too busy drinkin with HER STEPDAD (meaning more than likely she was there) instead of ( Read more... )

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I dunno what to do. I can't take all these mood swings from him. I love him to death and I wanna be with him but I'm losing my own peace of mind in the process. One minute he so sweet I never wanna let him go, then the next...he's pissed and won't tell me why. On top of that, he's now workin with his last ex, and she's giving him rides to and from ( Read more... )

Damn, what I fun`ass weekend! I FINALLY got my id, and I went to the Park on Fri and Sat night. That place is just as kick~ass as I thought it would be. I actually even danced! lol Yeah, it was great. I'm prolly gonna start goin every sat. night from now on. I'm gonna meet my gay guy best friend lmao. Well, gotta go!
XOXO

OK, so I've been a lil worried lately about me n robert. Cuz we haven't really had that same aspect of sweetness and closeness that we used to have, it felt lyke. But tonight proved me wrong! He was bein so incredibly sweet, oh god, I didn't want him to leave at all, I wish more than anything that I coulda taken him up to my bed with me and just ( Read more... )

Well, last night was pretty damn awesome. Me n CC ended up askin JJ to pick me up and the three of us were just gonna hang out at her house. Well, soon as me n JJ get there, Matt calls and asks if we were goin to Mikey's bday party (the big 21!) and we were lyke "huh?" So we ended up goin to that and guess who was there? My Bobert...mmm! :) SO yeah ( Read more... )