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[xxfailedxlovexx]

from about 9:00 i have been sitting here.
reading all the shit i wrote in laurens livejournal.
remeinding me of all the shit i said to her, did to her and wrote to her.
i read them and i feel so bad.
i was the biggest bitch. and i feel that i still am.
Im sitting here reading her old entrys and seeing the
<3 i love you so much evan<3's in every

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[ever_s0_sweett]

that reminds me of the night where i read emily's old livejournal.
and all teh times she said stuff about fenton.
and then the entry about how he dumped her made me cry.
i'm a bitch.
i'm a wannabe whore.
no wonder he doesn't like me.

**sad face**

[xxfailedxlovexx]

deanna i wanna die and im sitting here crying like the fucking retard that i am.
i love you<3

i think i need to bust out some icecream.. deanna marie style<3

[_xlovefailsx_]

brittni dont think that way..seriously its fine..i dont care it was a long time ago and i love you..you said the things you said for a reason and i was reading them the other day and im like "wow..i deffiantly did deserve all of that" because i was being really really selfish and im so sorry i seriously had absolutely no clue what i was doing..but i really dont know what to say except you seriously do not deserve to die i love you so incredibly much and you are the most amazingly best person i have ever met and im so glad that i didd..i dont know what else to say though but i love you so much

--lauren

[_xlovefailsx_]

ew slit your wrists. thats really gay.