well i have to say i love my friends to death. not that i didn't love them as much before, but they're helping me get through a difficult time in my life. from the bottom of my heart i want to thank you all so much for being here for me. i'd be there for each and everyone of you if you need me. you guys make me smile, feel better about myself, take ( Read more... )

gotta love a broken heart.
i knew it was coming, but i refused to admit it.
well now its over.
nothing left to say.
once again i get hurt.
seems like it always happens to me.

i love how we were supposed to hang out today.
i love how you never called.
i love how i didn't hear from you at all.
i love how when i called you that you were already gone.
i love how this makes me feel.
i love how i'm upset.
i love how you're not here.

i miss...

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today was a good day. adam came and picked me up at around 4ish and we headed up to rachels graduation party. it was nice we hung out and talked and stuff for a while. adam was really tired so we ended up leaving at around 8:30 or so. he leaves to have his physical done on monday and he'll be coming back on thursday like last time. after a week or ( Read more... )

well i got my new laptop. the stupid thing where you plug the chord into to charge the battery broke in the other one and they discontinued the toshiba model that i had and we had the extended 3 year warrenty so we complained and the gave us a brand new hewlitt packard in place of it =) it totally rocks hard. well thursday night went alright, wasn' ( Read more... )

i have one question to ask myself, why do i feel so alone?....
<3

well the show was alright, i had to wait like 5 1/2 hours to see josh's band the goodwill =( they played a short set but played very well. i feel so achey, plus my lower back hurts, and my legs hurt. blah it sucks. i'm just up waiting to see if adam is going to come online. speaking of adam sealab 2021 is on right now =) i'm probably just going ( Read more... )

001. Bought everyone in the pub a drink: nope ( Read more... )

adam left for maryland yesterday, he's staying there until thursday just getting a feel for the fire house. good news, he's liking it so far so that's good. i cleaned my room a bit more, it's getting there. i started on the closet first, because i need to make more room for clothes, i have way too many and they dont' all fit in my dresser drawers ( Read more... )