what is on my mind

[xxfreakykittyxx]

Well i think i am going to use this thing again you know to get anything that is bugging me out. Well everything is good other then i hate my bfs ex. God i wish she would just go away but no never will. I mean i love wil with my heart but i hate that he still cares for his ex. I mean come on now we didnt talk today cause he compared me to her. Fuck

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[upxsoxhigh]

randi! hey chica, dont worry, the people who cared about you then still do now... its funny when people graduate and go to college, everyone just falls apart... im sure that if you reached out to people who really cared about you they'd be there in a heartbeat, and if not, then they werent that worth it to begin with...

anyway im glad to hear that you're in a relationship with someone good, but if he's still talking to his ex, it may be a good idea to talk to him about his intentions, and i speak from personal experience... sometimes being friends with an ex is just that, just friends, but other times feelings can be involved so just to avoid that, talk to him about it and trust your instinct, because usually it's the right way to go.

anyway, i hope that whatever you choose in life makes you happy, because ultimately that's all you deserve darling...

talk to you later i hope,
cherish :)

[xxfreakykittyxx]

Thanks Cherish
It was good to hear from you to. I know he does just want to be friends but, it is hard to know that he still has some feelings for her. I mean i love him with my heart and i don't want to lose him. But, i hate having to put my self through the is he ever going to get over her. Idk i just want everything to work out for the best. I hope that everything with you is going good at least well
ttyl
randi

[upxsoxhigh]

i completely understand, my ex was always friends with his exes and it was hard for me to realize that he just wanted to be friends and that he loved me... sometimes people in relationships have a hard time letting go, even if all the feelings are gone. were they together for a long time? i guess the most important thing to realize is that they did break up, and they broke up for a reason. you shouldnt have anything to worry about.

IM me sometime if you're on: aphrodite6488

ttyl

[xxfreakykittyxx]

hey sorry i am just getting this dont go on here much but yea i am relizeing that it is just hard you know but yea i will im you some time ok take care