so my life is hell every day me and tray aruge i hate it and tomorrow is my dad's b-day i miss him so much and then on sunday it is my b-day ooo yah a nother yr. of hell i told tray i wanted to have some of my friends come over on tuse. to chill for my b-day cause that is her day off and she dose not like people here when she is not home and she ( Read more... )

i fucked up i lost everything dear to me i lost my job i lost my school life my dreams and the thing most dearto me i lost all of my friends i lost my cell so i will not be able to call any one and i know no one wants to talk to me any more i just cant take it my friends were my life and i dont have them any more i want things to go back to the old ( Read more... )

ok so i am in a good mood the 27th was my ex. boyfriend 20th birthday and i did not get to see him but on the 28th i did we hung all night till he got to drunk to move so i just sat there and rubed his back then he slept up stairs with me not in a bad way i could not sleep that night i was to confused then the next day he work me up at like 7 am we ( Read more... )

i guess everyones lives are going go that is good mine is not bad i sleep all the time dont go out and am confused out of my mind about so many things i have had nothn but bad in my life seens school and the only thing good is i finally found my brother jon i cant wait to meet him and we look so much alike me is me is i was normal and a guy if any ( Read more... )

hey everyone on thur the 6th there is a midnight showing of pirates of the carabbine i think i spelled that right just wanted to let everyone now so in case any one wants to go i am going so hope to see you there
love peace and chixn grease randi

ok so this is my last entrey it is not like it matters no one reads this any more ad it is not like i have friends who care what is going on with me i guess i was right high school friends only stay high school friends you never see thenm after that so i guess i never really had any friends so i hope everyones lifes gose the way they want it to and ( Read more... )

so i am not grauate tonight i fauld english by 2 points i needed a 90 on my exam i got a 80 and i am still getting my deploma but only if i do an out side learning thing were they send me work sheets i do them and then i turn them in i pass them i get my deploma in augest not today those ( Read more... )

i broke up with my boy friendi am sorry ny guy that after a week ask someday are we going to marrie or if we had a kid what would you name it that scares me i should be movin in one month if everything gose right i have felt sick all day and i am movin 2 virgina and i hate my house i also dont know if i am grautin yet yea so yea that is it

ok os i am no longer happy i find some one that makes me happy and that i want to be with and i get shut down "oh he is only being nice for ass""oh he is going to rape you and kill you that is why he wants to take you to cali" well hate this wen i am happy i am misrable and when i am misrable i am more misrable why cant any one just be happy for me ( Read more... )

so it is kinda funny i was talking earlyer about how i liked some one and now i dont have to worry about ever telling them because i all really have a boy friend his name is mike and it is one of my moms boyfriend kevens bffe and he is so sweet he looks like a young vilent j hehe i am happy

randi<3mike 5-29-06