Heh, funny how I just re-read my previous entry and I felt a slight sense of deja vu. I guess that's the problem with trying to start off a relationship that starts with the internet. Yes, the world wide web ( Read more... )

Yes I know that, however it just pains me to see people who don't really deserve to be with someone are. I know I'm not the most amazing person in the world, but I know that I am truly a good person yet why do I keep getting screwed over in the end? Also, it seems like the people that affected me the most in my life keep making guest appearences ( Read more... )

You ever have a deep conversation with someone and as you listen to them or you're giving advice, you start to relate or think about memories you once put in the "things to forget" file in your brain? Then as u recall all the bad times, you remember the good times and the emotions just gush out and smack you across the face like a giant brick and ( Read more... )

I hate when I tell myself I'm gonna do one thing and I end up doing another out of sheer habit. When am I gonna learn right? What's worse is I don't even kno why I am stressing it. First thing's first. I gotta learn to keep my damn mouth shut. Maybe I'm thinking way to hard about this ( Read more... )

This time of year has always been a pretty rough time for me. Not because of all the holiday shopping, or events and plans, but more because of life itself. This time of year has always brought heartbreak, stress, poverty, fights, all the things that shouldn't happen this time of year. As much as i try to go on pretending everything is all fine and ( Read more... )

Damn. Sure wish I had more time to keep track of everything that has been going on lately ( Read more... )

As usual...monday mornings I wake up and go to the gym at around 11:30am, however, today I recieved a call which I shouldn't have answered. It was my job...so I reluctingly picked up wishing I would be off. I was wrong. Atleast I get to see nick, my sexy gym trainer. God I wish I could have my way with him. Anyway. I hurry and try to make it home ( Read more... )

Ok. So for Cinco De Mayo, South Fin had planned an all day event/party. Now for this, they scheduled 6 bartenders, 2 back up training bartenders, a half a bartender(/barback/runner) plus the wait staff which was maybe 8 or 9 people ( Read more... )

Ok so I wake up and call Maurice to find out what the hell is going on for today. Apparently he has to wait for Kadeem before he makes his way to the ferry so we can be on our way to ctf. We agree to catch the 1:00pm boat. I know we are not gonna catch it but whatever. A few minutes later and I get a message. 1:30pm boat. I fucking knew it ( Read more... )

Unbelieveable yet not so surprising. So after getting into an argument with my mom about how much I "don't help out" and how "I'm such a bad son" and basically how everything I do isn't good enough...I left and waited for my cab outside. After passing my dad at the door and I sit down on the steps to wait for my cab while I wipe the tears off my ( Read more... )