glen has been calling me a lot lately
him and his gf broke up

part of me doesn't want him to call me
part of me is happy about it
part of me wants them to be happy together
part of me is really glad they broke up
in the end..
part of me has moved on
part of me never ever will

i hate dirty sluts.
who have no shame and no respect.
how could you possibly say things,
knowing anyone in the world can see.
much less to a guy that is pretty much called for.

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so you know what
don't get all upset because i say things that are true about you
because you have no problem giving people the wrong impression of me and saying things that arent true about me

the fact that people use God as an excuse for things, is really getting on my nerves

so i guess i need a day job

and a few roommates by december

help?

it's official: what i am doing with the rest of my life past christmas is unknown

after this semester i will no longer be a student and belmont.
my parents are calling sallie may to make sure we arent chraged for another semester.
i stood up for myself and told them that i wasnt coming home.they took it suprisingly well and said "well, you are 19 ( Read more... )

so i really wasnt looking forward to going into work today..

but then...

Faith Hill and Tim McGraw got sat in my section
along with their 3 kids and a friend

sweet!!

i paid my last and final bill to belmont today.(minus loans)

my current term balance is:

19730.00

for one single semester, ridiculous!

i bought this last night, i am super excited

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so my day..

i slept

went to accounting

went to tutoring for accounting and got stood up by the teacher

my parents call me and tell me that they are going to pick me up and take me home with them this weekend and that they will get me "help" for my depression and i can work until next school year and start at fullsail.but i convinced them that i ( Read more... )