so it has finally hit me that literally half my friends are gone... it totally blows and like some of them i didnt even get to hang out with before they left cuz the past week ive been working like nonstop. oh well that just means i have to go visit them haha ( Read more... )

so this quote is pretty cool. if u know me really really really really really really really really well u would know why i posted it
I could have punched and kicked to get you off
Though you conquered my weakness
I tried to yell but whispered “No”
Hun, you didn’t listen
In the end it didn't matter
because you got what I told you
you couldn't have.

i love my boyfriend! i honestly could not ask for anyone better then hank. i think in the 2 months we have been together we have argued like three times at most. for once there isnt the GAY drama of high school with he said she said shit. i told him i dont think i could have sex with him cuz i actually care about him and he totally understood. ah i ( Read more... )

so i was talking to my mommy today about homecoming and stuff. and she was like wait who did u go with freshmen year? and i went with this kid adam. like perfect all american guy. he was way hot, quarter back for the freshmen a team haha, and insanely smart. and so i was talking to my mom about him and i actually said "he was like the perfect all ( Read more... )

so funny story... today i was bumming around the house getting ready to go outside tanning... i seriously looked like a bum just threw my hair up and was walking around in my v.secret shorts and a ribfest tshirt...and i hear a knock on the door. through the window i see two guys that look my age so i figure its a few friends... nope definitlly ( Read more... )

SARALYN ( Read more... )

I looked at him and I saw it in his eyes...he was over me. Not only did I see that he was over me, I saw that he didn't even care about me as a friend anymore. That was probably the most painful thing ( Read more... )

so a few days ago i sent hank this really long email. explaining everything that was going on like why i was so frusturated. and why ive been in such a bad mood. and in the email i wrote about some stuff about guys and sex and how i feel about that. and i honestly thought hed i dunno... rethink things i guess you could say. but he called me right ( Read more... )

so its saturday...kali stays at franks on saturdays...or shes supposed to anyway but he doesnt usually feel like taking care of her anymore... anyway i dropped her off and on my way home i stopped at johnnys since i havent seen him in forever. and were sitting outside talking about stuff like usual and justin and piha and cassie come. that was cool ( Read more... )

yay!!! i got the job at aero...and theyre going to pay me as much as potbelly was going to so im gonna just work at aero instead! i start tomorrow im excited... val got the job too!
yup everything is going really really well... i just wish i could see hank. especially with what happend yesterday...