Without you

I searched for you,

And when I found you,

I pushed you away.

I pushed you away as well as everybody else.

How can I live without you?

I will now know,

Because you left.

By; Ashley Parks

Misery

It seems to me,

That love causes me misery.

Shadows have overcome me now.

Misery seems to be my destiny.

Since you’ve been gone,

My world’s so dark and lonely.

I’ll turn around once I realize that you’re never coming back.

By; Ashley Parks

Take me away

My emotions are flowing,

Outside is snowing,

And there you are,

Holding out your arms,

So tight and firm.

There I am,

Looking into your eyes,

I can tell that you’re all mine,

A glimpse of your face,

And a path no one can retrace,

Take me away to your special place.

By; Ashley Parks

Dedicated to my Bf at the time, ( Read more... )

All is lost

The hurt inside seems to grow,

My true feelings you are not to know.

You confused me,

You abused me,

You also used me,

Then why is it that I still love you?

All my time wasted,

All these days devastated.

My world collapsed,

Time to relapse,

As I try to reconstruct my life once more,

All is lost and forever more…

By; ( Read more... )

He said he loved me

He said he loved me,

But I didn’t believe him.

He said he tried to be with me,

But I know that’s not true.

He said he thought about me all the time,

But he really didn’t.

He said he would never leave me again,

But he still did.

He said he’s here for me,

But he’s not…

By; Ashley Parks

Dedicated to my father,Scott ( Read more... )

Hate                           4/22/03

I bitterly dread growing up,

Not knowing who I may become.

Dreading, hoping, I will not become my father,

Which I hatefully remember.

Hoping I will not hurt, or crush a loved ones heart,

Like the father I hatefully remember,did.

Knowing, the father I hate, will never undo what has been done,

Or heal what he ( Read more... )

Die or Confide                         6/30/05

All I want to do is die,

And in you I confide.

I try not to feel what I feel,

But my heart is what I feel will not heal,

So I confide in you.

It’s so hard to describe,

So I try to decide…

Decide to die or confide.

I think of what you might do,

Either die or confide in me…?

Although it did not ( Read more... )

How to make a xxgthgrlxx69 Ingredients:
1 part anger
5 parts arrogance
3 parts ego Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!
HAHA.I now know how to make me.Lmfao!!!!

How to make a XCRAZGRLX87 Ingredients:
1 part mercy
5 parts crazyiness
5 parts instinct Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker ( Read more... )

A Amazing S Smart H Healthy L Legendary E Exciting Y Yucky

My name and the meaning.

J Jolly E Energetic N Natural N Nerdy I Inspirational F Fragile E Easy R Rare

Jenn's name and meaning.

J Joyous E Exciting S Shaggy S Slippery I Insane C Cranky A Altruistic

Jess's name and meaning.

B Bubbly R Radiant E Exciting ( Read more... )

hi_skool_inmate
&
xxgthgrlxx69 Friendship Level: 85%

me and jenn's friendship meter.hehe.I LOVE YOU JENN!!

grlygurl5896
&
xxgthgrlxx69 Friendship Level: 00%

me and jess's friendhip meter.I think the meter is off.....*tears*

talaquin
&
xxgthgrlxx69 Friendship Level: 43%

me and heather....i still think its off.....*tears again*

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