Life feels so empty now ...

I just cant seem to understand what will make it whole

Im going fucking crazy

Today I just worked on getting my website up ( Read more... )

I just got back from the bar a few minutes ago.. Had a few drinks and then I just stopped drinking and was thinking about my future and the fact that I am alone in this world. I have friends and family who care about me ... but I just don't feel any spark in my life anymore. Its just empty, bitter and feeling of self loathing. I just sat at the ( Read more... )

Alright I woke up this morning ... I just remember trying to get my xbox to work and it kept saying disk failure.... I got dressed and got in my car ,, I noticed about a week ago my tires are so bald that the metal is starting to pretrude from the two front tires that it feels like I'm driving on rocks.. I would love to spend money on used tires ( Read more... )

I just got home from work about a half an hour ago... and Im sick as hell... I keep trying to take echinachea but its not really doing dick now. The only thing that is making me feel a little better is the fact that Family Guy is on tonight and I got 88 fingers louie blasting at my place. What an awesome band and how unfortunate I was to not see ( Read more... )

I cant begin to tell you how long its been since I updated livejournal. I figured though it would be more beneficial for me to do it now until later when I just dont have anything to talk about ( Read more... )

The way of the warrior is resolute acceptance of death. Although not only warriors but priests, women, peasants and lowlier folk have been known to die readily in the cause of duty or out of shame, this is a different thing. The warrior is different in that studying the Way of strategy is based on overcoming men. By victory gained in crossing ( Read more... )

In this so called unity factor of all those kids who stomped on our drummer ...

A BIG FUCK YOU GOES OUT TO THIS SO CALLED CREW DOWN HERE...

FUCKING JOCKS WITH SHAVED HEADS

Want to introduce a feature of revolutionary alternative:

"Organization, Discipline, Purpose, Self Defense"

"REVENGE WILL BE MINE, REVENGE WILL BE SWEET"

TO ALL THE HOR'S I EVER DATED ( Read more... )

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