I absolutly hate this. I hate all of this, and Im so tired of it. All I want is my life back, I want my family back, I want all of it back. Argh....

Man, i have been so happy lately! Youth group on Wednesday night was so great. We played this weird game which was really annoying, but alright. The message was so great though. Mr. Lee getting off the subject and staying on the subject of cereal for like ten minutes, is some funny stuff. It was a lot of fun. Afterwards, I got home really late, but ( Read more... )

Man, i really need to get over myself.

I hope I can stay here tonight. My mom might not let me, but I hope she will say yes. I DONT WANT TO LEAVE! haha... well, i really want to go to college.

Quiet time is awesome. Wow.. Im updating a lot. I must be bored.

Ive been reading some of my past entries. So, I decided to list off some memories that just pop into my head ( Read more... )

I stayed home from school again today. Woke up this morning and it felt like my head was going to fall off. Blah, this really bites. But, tomorrow is Wednesday and its church, and we have quiz team practice all this next weekend. Woo ( Read more... )

Well, I was updating, but AOL started being gay and kicked me off ( Read more... )

Im updating... again!! That's amazing. Newayz, youth group last night was awesome, of course. My sister didnt go though, but thats ok. I wasnt feeling too good, and i was sort down last night. Just realized how overwhelmed and stressed I am from my school work, my family, college, trying to find work, and quiz team and competition stuff. Yeah, so I ( Read more... )

[x] I miss somebody right now ( Read more... )

I really dont want to be here anymore. I miss having a home to go to, and a family to say goodnight to. I miss mowing my yard, and cleaning the house, even though I hated it with a passion. I miss dinner at our kitchen table when we would all eat together. It just seems so impossible to go back to that, and now Im stuck here, almost as if this was ( Read more... )