I'm Dying Inside

[xxinhopeicryxx]

Do you ever feel so empty that you can't breathe?... Cause that's how I feel right now. I left Christa at the hospital with her mother and when I got out of the car at my house I thought I was going to throw up. God, this all fucking hurts so much

Comments

John

[anonymous]

my very proud of you melissa, i know you can do it i belieave in you so much and love you, we been thro a lot and where prolly goin to go thro much more but always remember no matter who you gain or lose ill always be here for you, you deave christa and christa deasve you stick to what you want and only to that thing you want don't let nothing get in your way, me,guys,girls,sex,family,life,depression,ANYTHING dont let anything get in your way of being with the one you love, my personal "in Hope" is in you. and ill always help you cuz where more than juggalo family where sis&bro/juggalo family. always keep in mind you CAN do it... i beliave in you and back you up, i love you

Re: John

[cryme2sleep]

i didnt mean to but-in and get in the middle. And i know people make mistakes. and i knwo that u didnt cheat on her out of malice. But if their is a change u can work things out..then u need to do w/e u can to prove to her....how sorry you are.

Re: John

[xxinhopeicryxx]

I don't see you're comment as butting in at all... I just see it as you being a really great friend and if it was someone I cared about I would have done the exact same thing. And "sorry".... sorry is such a frivolous (sp?) word at this point cause it in no way expresses the pain and regret I'm feeling right now. It'll take time, I know, but it's worth it to me. I just want things to go back to the way that they were...

Re: John

[cryme2sleep]

i understand how u feel. Its alright. I know what it feels like..trust me and its a horrible feeling. All you can do is wait at this point n try really hard to make her true u again