I thought maybe I should post something that I wrote...Don't make fun of me for any of this because I suck at writing ( Read more... )

Everything is good, My 16th birthday, ashley and I went shopping after school and I got a really cute outfit from Old Nacy, an MP3 player and I just ordered a Starting Line shirt off of Hot Topic, thanks to Amie. So we went shopping it was fun, afterwards my mom let us stop at Bosco bell and bug Travis and Dustin, quite amusing. SLACKERS! gosh ( Read more... )

hehe all giggly and happy

BUT...

uh oh I really hope you aren't mad.

I want everyone to know that I have realized something. I have shown my bad side to people that I never wanted them to see it. I never want pity, I guess I need help. I hate asking for it most of the time though because I am worried about all my friends and everything. I hate being upset and i hate being not happy. I love being happy but normally ( Read more... )

I know this is my 4th entry in a row but I have to just vent ( Read more... )

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Going to Maine this weekend was ridiculous. I had the worst time possible and I didn't do anything. I wish everyone just wouldn't worry about me so much and worry about themselves. I will be fine, but it doesn't matter. All that matters if that you, my friends, are the happiest you can be. Don't worry about me, any of you (CRYSTAL...I READ YOUR ( Read more... )

Today was just...well today was just what I think I needed to get back on track with everything. World History he had us close all the doors because he had a 'secret' to tell us and the secret was...in Mr. King's words "We aren't doing a god damn thing today, so act like you are busy" crazy. Algebra, worked on her puzzle, bio we went to the ( Read more... )

I have realized everything tonight. I have realized that I have lost all purpose to be happy, I have realized that I am nothing here. I have realized that I am not the person I have ever dreamed of being because I am not pretty, I am not perfect and I am not creative or can say something to make someone be happy ( Read more... )