So yea i am getting a lil ppissed off at my work schedule...i mean i am working till close tuesday thru saturday....so friday and saturday i dont get to chill until 11.45ish pm....which takes away both my weekend nites....i mean yea i am getting 32 hours and shit which i need the money cuz i just paid off about 660 $ in bills this month....but on ( Read more... )

"What did the hurricane say to the coconut tree?
Hold on to your nuts, this is no ordinary blow job!"

so neways its been a while since i wrote....i have had a sitty work schedule this week and have the same schedule this week...gerrness....

so lets see friday i chilled in with john watched hell boy and he spent the nite....saturday we chilled at ( Read more... )

UPDATE:

Ok so it is official i suck at life!

Well i officially have the greatest boyfriend!!!!!!!!!! we may have our troubles but he is sure trying hard and being so wonderful......

Last nite ashlee simpson was at the ssp 6-9 and i was so excited because i love her new cd adn show....btu i had to work 5-10.....so the lovin bf that john is actually kne how much it would mean to me to have an ( Read more... )

Feeling all alone really sux and hurts.

SHADOW

Written by: ME

What happened...
I used to be on top of the world with my girls
I always had people to chill with
We always would go out together and do stupid stuff
My phone used to be blowin up from all the numbers calling me
We used to talk about everything on the phone
I used to have peopel to talk to
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SO ashlee simpson is ganna be at the ssp from 6-to around 9 signing autographs and stuff....all i want is her autograph and a real pic of her from my camera....but guess what i have to work from 5-10......now to get her autograph you must got to the store FYE and but the cd for 15 dollars then they give you a wrist band so u can meet ashlee simpson ( Read more... )

So around 9.30 i was like hey i am awake why not go to the beach....so i went and bought a book to bring with me to read....and let me tell you the buck a book in dedham plaza sux big time.....and i didnt even end up reading the damn book.  So i leave at like 10.30ish and i get to the beach around 11.30ish....it was horseneck beach....i kno how to ( Read more... )

So i feel really bad cuz its 8ish in the am on friday and i just got home....i slept over johns house last nite.....and i feel well great cuz i love sleepin in his arms and wakin up to him wrapped around me...but i feel bad cuz he was late for work...adn we aint talking a lil 5 10 15 min late.....were talking like 30 to 45 min late.....which sux ( Read more... )

well it is mad early and i didnt get ne sleep last nite cuz i drank a whole small coffee at work last nite...adn everytime i tried to sleep i couldnt so i watched i love the 90's and some other junk....then when i felt a lil sleepy when i tried to sleep i kept havin a bad dream.....lets just say i was playing the roll of dragging a girl by her hair ( Read more... )

BAD MOOD