after this year is over, im seriously just thinking about moving away.
starting over, forgetting everyone here and meeting new people.
new faces, new places, new things, everything new and exciting.
seriously thinking about it, because my dad might get transfered.
and i really hope we do.

so, friday night after i had finally past out, around 6. i had this crazy dream. some how, i lived on the beach like right on the boardwalk. and my dream started out being at emilees, which i really was. chrissy taking me home in the morning, which she really did. im at home and then its cloudy all i can remember is something made me mad, really ( Read more... )

dear life ( Read more... )

so today was very eventful:

i got in a car accident, not my fault of course,
and my car is undrivable =[ anddd i found out
i was half puerto rican. how fucking cool is that
i knew this ghettoness had to come from
somewhere.

screw virginia
and the friends that are never there
these ciggarettes arnt enough
for my addictions, anymore
so go home now
theres nothing left to see
you were right all along
i've already failed.

and then thought it rather strange to see me smile--
as i, don't do too much smiling these days.

fuck life yo
im seriously done with that shit
let me do my thaaang
and stay outta my way.
i just wish i could inherit millions
of dollars and sit on my ass.
im not cut out for school
let alone a job.
HOBO HERE I COME

in the words of my father " jayme, you're really shooting high in life, aren't you?"
fucka dad.

so i know this is a little odd, and probably shouldnt be telling the world this but lately, for about the past week, every night i've been having dreams of having sexual encounters with different boys. haha i don't know what the hell that means, but i'm starting to think i'm some closet slut or something, ha i don't fucking know. but it needs to ( Read more... )

i've been very irresponsible lately.
too irresponsible, it's no good man.
i need to pull mah self togetha!
and stop being so god damn careless.

i leave sunday to go snowboarding 
for a week! hurray! even though thats
a long ass time to be away, well not
really, but anyways.. i get to miss  a
week of school =] worrrddd.

and there's this boy. who i ( Read more... )

My little sister is a Zombie in a body ( Read more... )