A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind ( Read more... )

I had sucha nice day. I went to Benjamin's Nana's house. She took Julian and I to wal*mart and bought Julian diapers, a pair of pants, two shirts, a fall jacket, and a toy. She also got hima $30 gift card for his birthday. Then she took us out to eat at Friendly's. She said Ben loved going there and that she took him there a lot. It was so nice. I ( Read more... )

yooo, i haven't updated in awhile.. i haven't been up to much. i'm in jersey right now. i went to the shore with my sister the kids and jayson. it was fun because i haven't been to the shore for like two years and julians never been to the shore before. hmm, on monday i went to the court house to file for child support and i have a court date set ( Read more... )

my beautiful baby boy julian is 10 months old now. hes getting so big. he has six teeth now!! he is on the verge of walking he walks up and down the furniture and crawls every where. hes sooo smart. he'll be a year old on august 29 i cant believe he will be a year already. he has gott5en so big soooo fast. hes still mommas lil baby though. he loves ( Read more... )

ah. i havent updated in forever. i never get to get on the computer. im always so busy with julian. Julz is getting so big. He has two teeth and he crawls alllll over the place. He also says Mama Bah-Bah and Ah-Ah for auntie!! Its so cute and sooo exciting. Hes so much fun. It's so awesome watching him grow and learn. I look at him every day and i ( Read more... )

i just took julian to the doctor. he weighs 25 lbs 12 oz. and hes 27 inches tall. hes getting soooo big!!!

i love you julz with all my heart and soul your mommy's angel. i dont know what id do without you.

ah i haven't updated in forever. i'm in jersey but im leaving tomorrow cuz ive already been here for like three weeks ( Read more... )

man julian is getting so big. he is four months old now. he is so wonderful. i love him so much. he means the world to me. i wonder now how i ever made it without him. hes so spoiled by me though. he doesnt like when i leave him he starts crying then as soon as he sees me again he stops. hes to cute man. i got my permit here in indiana. i get my l' ( Read more... )

i finally had my baby.

julian james benjamin johansen
august 29, 2004
8lbs. 11oz.
20 1/2 in.
9:00p.m.

julian is the most beautiful baby in the world. he is my world. i love him so fuckint much!

well. i found out this morning that benjamin is in the hospital in a coma. i dont exactly know whats going on though. i'm so fucking upset. i was crying and shit. i saw him less then two weeks ago and he was ok. i dont know what to think. it makes me so sick. he's so fucking young. i love benjamin so fucking much. outta everyone i know and shit he' ( Read more... )