This is a conversation I had with myself last night after a week of meditation and realization. Now keep in mind that I am a nut bar but it I was on the outside looking in this is what I would say to myself ( Read more... )

It has been ten years scence Kut Cobain left the living workd trajicly and it was two years after that when I got what was going on in his mind. In the 8th grade I listened to Nevermind for the first time and my first thought was Damn I am never going t see these guys live. That was a huge turning point in my life and it made me realize that I am ( Read more... )

must be the moon, that and to many thoughts going around in my head. Thus making me wish I could grab ahold of one and focus it. Such is life I guess. Tah
-XJLX

Hey kids how are you this fine friday. Im just posting this to let you know I am still here. The past week has been terrible, scrutanized at work because I am younger than the others by like ten years but can do the job better than most of them, my family arguements are getting worse by the momment and my sister wants to go back with that fucking ( Read more... )

this one is easy. I am going to tell you whats running threw my head and mind right now and its not going to be happy ( Read more... )

I figured out whats going on inside my head after I cleared the trash and what not. I kept looking back on whats been going on and why some things work out and some do not mostly with the choices that I have made and with me being supporting as I am. The reason that I am supporting is because at any particular time someone needs someone. I can ( Read more... )

I am going to a funeral tomorrow. Paul is the drummer of my band and his wife Victoria who is the guitarist in my band lost someone dear to them. It was Pauls aunt Cathy. She had an anuyrism and past away a few nights back. I knew her as well and upon the fact of finding out that the two of us Cathy and I dealt with the same demons day in and ( Read more... )

that is the title of the song I wrote and completed last night. I feel its one of the best ones that I have done and i feel the need to share it with you thus being well I am damn proud of it and on top of that I fealt so great after I wrote it I can say I am finally growing up ( Read more... )

Yes friends time again for more rambilamading dong wrords from me. The day came and it went much like a porn star or me in certain situations. My job, place of living, and licence are still very unknown and I saw a pretty dumb movie. I had to ask a favor from my FATHER and I have to worry whether or not jess is going to be hunting my ass for the ( Read more... )

I could stand forever in the sands of time ( Read more... )