god i hope matty doesnt get hurt tonight.

stupid boys who love to stupid fight with stupid people with stupid guns

and i hope nick doesnt somehow go.

if he ever wanted a chance with me, he lost it because of what he said to tim and fighting.

i've missed her
so much.
i thought i stopped missing her
such a long time ago.
and in a way i did.
but it's nice to know i'm stable
now
and i can try this
again.
and i have nothing to lose
i really don't care
as much
this time around

trust me
it's a nice feeling

so i lied when i said i wanted to go to the circus with maggie, matty, and nicky.

never again.

next time there's a protest, i'm all over it.

and i get my grade back in english!!! yayy keener! and no paper! scotch freaking free.
except from my mom.. she's not quite as forgiving.

i hope it's not true.
i hope he never says he hates me.
and i hope he never say things about me.
because i don't do one single thing to that kid.
i wish i didn't let this get to me.
but how can i not?
honestly.

i'd rather she kept her mouth shut.
now i'd find it hard to believe he could like me.

and i hope i have her trust.

who to bring to hatteras?
hardest decision ever.
hmmmm :/

it's official ( Read more... )

after 5 hours and 2,400 words i am finally done with my Marie Antoinette paper ( Read more... )

i like him... :]

orrr not.

yep. singles awareness day.