Copy and paste and pass it on ( Read more... )

( Its you know who i got the you know what. )

Coldplay- fix you ( Read more... )

Long summer night conversations ( Read more... )

Im cold. I feel dead. Like, dead inside.. like horribly dead. I do, somehow.. wish i were dead though. It would make everything alot easier for everyone. Friends wouldnt have to worry about me, my parents wouldnt be AS stressed out, they wouldnt have to wait for hours before they can leave for me to be ready. They wouldnt have much to worry about. ( Read more... )

NEW JOURNAL
www.xanga.com/Kill_the_ugly_flowers

i will update there more than here..
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so uh. im still here? Parents were threatening to send me to millwood... the mental institution down the street.. oh well. fuck them, i dont care. I Had to shut down my xanga,maddies pissed at me right now, and so is keith but keith can get over it. i dont give a shit. IM tired of his shit. I cut the other day, and today i dug my fingernails into ( Read more... )

SO....these past couple of weeks have been shit. Total shit. Apparently im a selfpitying pathetic unrespectful unresponsible, bitch. I havent slept for like 2 days, and i didnt eat at all today and i had just a chicken sandwich and later i almost threw it up. this guy from our school, daniel... had an anurysm sunday night, and everyones been ( Read more... )

k......soooooo. ive been staying up alot lately. Im about to make myself sick! wtf its 6:30 and my mom is up O_o this doesnt happen much ( Read more... )

Today, historic event. i didnt cry when i watched girl interrupted this time. god, that movie.. it makes me understand myself more. It makes me feel like i can actually be apart of this world, without having to hide behind a curtain of shame and hurt. Even though i do, but it makes me feel like i dont have to. It brings out a part of me i never ( Read more... )