my heart hurts, I think it's the weather.

i think the thought of leaving just hit me. I cried in the car.

It started out as a Piston's game.  Turing into Mancula. Making a fire was next. Burning papers, then paddle boats are not safe with 6 people. Dave pushed me in. I went swimming in a smelly lake/pond. Drove home wet.  Mother was standing in the laundry room when I walked in.  I had to explain my actions.  She didnt say a thing, other then don't ( Read more... )

So I was just writing this big entry and my computer felt it need to take a brake and shut off so heres a short verison.

School got out, freshman pool party was a good time. Cedar Point was great, thanks ladies for a great time.  Up late get up early, ACT's - took a 5 hour nap after some desperate needed food.  Babysat, embarrassing night.... ( Read more... )

L.A. lights never shine quite as bright as in the movies
Still wanna go?
'Cause something here
In the way, in the way that we’re constantly moving
Reminds you of home

Songs play with your emotions.

Remember how i wanted to go to Paris this summer.  Remember how i want to go out of state for college.

Remember the good things and bad things that ruined my plans.  Happy/Sad...

Oh I swear this town gets smaller everyday,
and I'm waitin for my chance.
I'm gonna break away.
I'm so sick and tired of being told what's good for me.
People got lots ( Read more... )

School is getting out, it finally hit me this weekend. I am mucho excited!

Cross Country is starting in like 2 weeks, this season is going to rock.

I've been having some issues with my classes next year, my classes are being cracked up.

FRIDAY WAS EDDIE MONEY!!!  I had such a great time! Elisa, dancing, singing, and crazy guys def. made my night ( Read more... )

So my cousin Nicholas had a baseball game, and I decided he is one of the coolest people I met. His coach gave him the game ball, cause he's the best. Had some ice cream and good talks with my mother.  Saturday was a sucky day, lets not chat about that. Minus the fact that I babysat, and amber told me that her brother (who is 1) bit her boob.  I ( Read more... )

Things that have been going on ( Read more... )

You'd kill yourself for recognition,
Kill yourself to never ever stop
You broke another mirror,
You're turning into something you are not

P.S. don't leave me high and dry.