heres how my day went... arnold wuznt talking to me all day and the more i went up to him, the more he pushed me away. so now im just gunna leave it up to him. if he doesnt wanna talk to me anymore, then i wont talk to him. simple as that!............... actually it isnt that simple but im gunna try my hardest not to go up to him or talk to him ( Read more... )

ok well dis past weekend i went to the movies wit arnold and saw the ring two... its wasnt as scary as i thought it wuld be but freaking arnold kept scaring me and it made it scary. ok well lets get to the confusion part of the weekend, well see i thought me and arnold were just friends and i thought we wuld never go out again, but now hes acting ( Read more... )

ok well i dont wanna tell the whole story wut happened cuz sum people cant keep their mouth shut! but umm sum 1 told me that john wuz just saying crap to me like he likes me n stuff and he told me that i wuz the only one he liked... well! the someone, (lets just call him greg, funny name) told me that john was saying stuff like that to greg's ( Read more... )

omg im soo bored up the ass! grr i want my fone back! i cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant think straight!!! IM GOING INSANE!!!!!!! heh just kiddin but i wuz about ta cry ( Read more... )

men im feeling soar up the butt!!!! well not up my butt but on my legs frum catching.. hey! coach K told me that he was gunna tell coach that he wanted me to catch more games so that maybe he'll move me up to varsity next year!! isnt that cool ( Read more... )

well today we played americas and kicked their asses! lol 20 to 2 and yea the guys lost so that sucks for them. i played 1st and i got a double play! yay it was coolio! well well well i had fun at lunch these past couple of days..... only if i told you, you would know. lol but like apparently i cant say too much cuz i found out that summ people who ( Read more... )

well i just got back frum quince practice not too long ago.... it was ok. but i feel weird around arnold now knowing i cant kiss him and hes right there in front of me tempting me... i miss him. i miss lauren. i miss my claire.i wish it was a long time ago when i was still wit arnold and lauren was still here making fun of him calling him a wangsta ( Read more... )

its funny how you dont realize how much you care about someone until theyre gone. i cant believe i treated her the way i did. yea i forgave her but i wouldnt listen to her when she said she would never do that to me again. i should of and if i had then we would be talking like we used to about everything and she would tell me how she was feeling. ( Read more... )

well im kinda getting over wut happened. i mean that in a good way like i can think about it and kno your happy. i realized that i learned so much frum you lauren. you were a good person and alot of people cared about you. but one thing i hate is when people tell me, "hey celina, things happen for a reason." yea thats alot of crap. but i kno ( Read more... )

i cant believe this..... if i had any idea i woulda tried to talk to her if i had any idea!!!! im so mad! i cant stop crying! i cant help but to feel im responsible for it all! everyones calling me and telling me to do things to keep it off my mind... i just cant!!!! i just remember all the good times we had.. like it was yesterday. SHIT! IT WAS ( Read more... )