omg i wake up this morning which was like at 1

yes i am a sleepy head thats me :D

well back to my story i get up and the first thing i do is make my way to the bathroom well ...

i open my bedroom door and a sun flower falls right in front of me it was hung on my door nob i was like aww how cute so i did my morning stuff and then called my ( Read more... )

bro these all nighters are fuckin killing me!!!

i kno i cant blame any one but myself for leaving these projects for last minute

but damn i better get a good grade for these

cuz im working my ass off for these and i think i deserve a decent grade damn i havent had a good night sleep this whole week and the only time a get to sleep is in class ( Read more... )

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting ...
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past

im so fuckin lost in my life right now. i usually feel as if im in control but this time its all too much for me to handle. i dont kno what to do im just stuck. i have noticed that at home its all changed. i now get pissed off by every little thing and  im acting verry different towards my parents and i have no idea why this is happening. well my ( Read more... )

I got into a fight wih my dad and well his birthday is tomorrow!!
i kno im a horrible person but what he did wasnt right and yet what i did wasnt right either

my mom wants me to apologize and i really dont think i should apologize first. we owe each other an apology. the thing is we are both hot headed and when we get into fights we dont talk to ( Read more... )

i cannot believe im doing this again i should have learned the first time but..... for everything i always do this. when am i ever gonna change?

JESUS......

im guessing ur wondering what im talking about its very simple. im talking about the jazz auditions 2morrow ha bet u didnt think i was talking about that well guess what thats the only thing ( Read more... )

i know the loser part will make some one happy.......

but i know its not correct

IM NOT A LOSER!!!!

and the who will i marry part i really dont know i cant tell my future

i like this one he!! he!! ^

hope every one had a good week and have a good weekend ppl muah!!!

<3 *Jo*

this sucks spring break is over

i had some good times though. i was gonna go to the fair but something always came up. on one of those i was gonna go with meli but it was gonna rain so we just watched a movie at her house instead, jessica's party was awsome i had a blast and who ever went i know they had a good time too i went all out i just had to ( Read more... )

so far all i have done is stay home and clean a lil and sleep alot and blah blah blah....... yea well that gonna change cuz i might go to the beach tommorow YEY woo hoo!! im gonna go back to school black like marsee lmao j/k im gonna be darker though im so happy yey he! he! he! ohh and my voice is much better i sound more like myself and less like ( Read more... )

SPRING BREAK IS HERE !!!!!

finally i can go to the beach and get a tan cuz man IM WHITE!!! well not as white as meli she's a fuckin GOAST!!! lmao (( <3 ya meli he! he!)) anyways today the barbershop has a performance at the youth fair and its a dinner for some finalists for something idk w/e all i kno is that we have to sing  at 6:30 but im not in ( Read more... )