ive given up..i was doing good with meeting new people and shyt..but im dead serious when i say this.."FUCK YOU ALL!"..trebor...i will never forget this..i dont understand why u talk so much shyt about my friends ..then when i break up with you ..you are all nice to them and shyt and sadly enough..my friends fall for it and feel bad for him when he ( Read more... )

..i havent been writing as avidly as i used to ..thats because i have no idea whats goin on!!!..im in a big state of "blankness"..and confusion...i dont really know what to write..usually i know whats goin on with myself...and i have control over what i do..but lately i feel like thats all gone..i guess its because im soo used to living on a ( Read more... )

..this weekend was pretty weird..alot of things have changed ..and are still changing...and i am a person who hates change..even though these changes are very good...today i went to Full Sail on a 4 hour college tour...it was fun..but made my mom really depressed..and made me do some thinking..i am getting old!...yea i feel(physically)65...( ( Read more... )

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..things have changed...ive never gotten this far..im proud..yet bored..i need to find something to do...if im not going to find someone to do...i dont know how long i can make this last..hopefully i get used to it..thats what i want...i want to see what its like for once...its not that bad...ive been though it so many other times before..that i ( Read more... )

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one more medicated peaceful moment

well i went to the a perfect circle concert last night at hard rock...its was great of coarse..i was right up against the barracades!...and this time i was worthy!..i seen maynard perfectly!!...twiggy looks alot happier in apc....they all look very happy...and best of all they played 3 libras..i wasnt too sure if they were going to..they played ( Read more... )