EMO RYAN!

Feb 01, 2005 16:39

i closed my eyes to soo much for so long and i cant anymore...How can I want him still when there is nothing there? This should have been my year! but it's over now actually it never began...I tried to blame it on GOD because he was there but I know the truth and it haunts me...Is this the moment when I beg for help? Ask everyone for support? place ( Read more... )

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untoldthings February 2 2005, 03:47:44 UTC
that is so true, and so relevant right now. so much of this country just doesnt think it possible for homosexuals to love, to feel what heterosexuals can feel and i think it is ridiculous that they believe that. and i think so many people are afraid to even mention half of what you expressed, because it is exactly how they treat homosexuals, as a sideshow, and the media doesnt help at all, with queer eye and all that bullshit. they're only alienating homosexuals and making them into something to stare at. but people by into it. if the television media decided to make a show like "black eye for the white guy" people would be rioting! but no one says a word about how we're not only stereotyping, but almost objectifying homosexuals. and i think that is part of the fight for gay rights, too. i dont know, i think so many homosexuals are afraid to address that issue either, because the few rights they have right now are still so fragile, they dont want to push too hard for true equality. they just stand back while homosexuals are portrayed ( ... )

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xxlostboyxx February 2 2005, 04:02:33 UTC
i so love you for your feelings you have that thing called logic and not many americans have that right now...you totally hit the nail on the head with how i feel and "queer eye" drives me up a flipin wall! i mean i can be gay but jesus christ! i do have these drastic mood swings so if it seems like i am all bundles of joy it is a perfect cover! (i can be a happy person) i swear though you are about the only person in the world that i feel as if i can talk to you about all this! and you are more than just my "Girl stright" friend you are a down right amazing person! and i knew you were a Gem among rocks from the first time we talked. Forgive for the lame catch phrases but you should get the point! : *

oh i love hot chocolate! like honestly i cant drin much coffee cuz it makes my tummy hurt! name a day I am always free!

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:( fight4a_newday April 4 2005, 04:34:25 UTC
ya my world is killing me too

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