sometimes i hate who i am ( Read more... )

I've tried everything.
and i think i've failed.
: [

man i hope not.

i just made a candy bar cookie cake :]
i feel very accomplished.
im sipping a glass of very cold crisp mascoto
very content with today.

SO this subject of love
man
mannn
>_<.

crazy things, crazy things. lol

i woke up at 4:00 am on November 19th.
I havent slept since.
MY job is literally killing me
[well making me feel like death]
Things at my apartment are mucho bueno

i dunno it's kinda chill.

these past months have done alot to me ( Read more... )

i just sit here and cant think of anything to write.
[hand over your heart lets go home]

to be completely honest, i just miss the shit out of my best friend.


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meeting someone new tomorrow named josh.
he seems pretty cool.
and he's pretty.
: ]

my smile cant even get bigger right now!

i havent written on here in agessssss.

Lately, I work most of the time. Hollywood Feed Man, Gotta love it. Starting college. Super Stoked for when that happens. Moving to midtown with Jennifer. Hopefully getting a house but a apartment will be just as well.

Laurens getting married and i enjoy helping her look for wedding items such as cakes, palce ( Read more... )

I want to make you happy
But I've fallen, I'm sorry
I thought my wings could hold me up
with angels not demons
you don't know how cool you are
to find the ways to love me without shame

I want my life to be red
with trees and like Autumn
I'd float away from evil and
Down towards the healing
so sad now we have become
the children trapped ( Read more... )

that cold slimy piece of shit is sitting in my living room.
why you ask?
hell if i know but im not fucking smiling because he's sitting there.
im smiling cause ive lasted 11 days without breaking down like a babbling idiot.

fuck him