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[xxlullaby]

 so the girls on my new swim team hate me.

its like this.
Me.
Kate.
Haley.
Asmi.
Nicole.
Erin.

Im friends with kate, haley, and erin.
Im kind of friends with Asmi and Nicole.
Erin is friends with Asmi and Nicole.

Haley and I are about a size 7 pants
Kate is about a size 3 or 5
Asmi Nicole and Erin are all about size 3 or 5

Haley and I were talking

Comments

[artxcoloredeyes]

why would anyone hate you over a small fight.. i wouldn't' assume that. i think you worry far too much. and if theyh ate you why does it matter? do you really think you can go through life without having a single person hate you? even the nicest person in the world will have someone who hates them because they are annoyed by how nice they are.

[xxlullaby]

theyre my teammates and i swim to get away from everything.

erin said to me once 'swimming is the only place you wont be judged'
i finally started to believe her and it just hurt that i tried to make friends and i cant even do that on a swim team.
i swim so slow the least i should be able to do is make friends

[artxcoloredeyes]

you dont have to be on a swimteam to swim.. you can go to any college with a pool and shit and usually theyll have free times for people who want to do laps can swim.

[xxlullaby]

actually im committed to that team until the end of july

and i paid a shitload of money to do so