"i do that little shimmy too when i get in my pants, but i have balls. whats your excuse?"

ughhhhhhhh

i havn't stopped tapping my fingers all day
just the 3 middle ones on my right hand
i can't stop
i can't decide weither to go to bed now
or to wait another hour
i figure
whats going to change in an hour
probably nothing
atleast thats what my gut is going on
i don't know

i really want him

clearly, i ruined it.

fuck you, derek ware.

i leave for pennsylvania in less than 2 hours
sososostoked
the 8 hour drive to manheim?
not so stoked about that
either way, i'll be back on monday
PAYCE

i can't wait for it to be just us again.
hopefully it will be by the end of the month.
though i'd prefer by the end of the week.

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i love how i can't depend on my parents for fucking ANYTHING.
no wonder alex and i turned out the way we did.
we have the most irresponsible parents ever.

right now
i feel like its quite possible that im the worst bffe
ALIVE

way too much insecurity right now
this fucking SUCKS

this is definitely frustrating me
A LOT more than it should
somethings gotta give