Comments | xxm0rb1dxx: *cries*

xxm0rb1dxx

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Jul 25, 2005 20:05

I can't stop living in the past ( Read more... )

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bexta01 July 28 2005, 00:53:13 UTC

Oh ur layout is just the cutest. :)

assassinofjoy July 28 2005, 10:16:50 UTC

I came here to check out your colorbars and I couldn't help reading this *tight hugs*

Don't be sad, sugar. I've been there, and I know how much it hurts to lose someone so close to you, either by hurting them or pushing them away. All I can say is don't beat yourself up, because it won't do anything other than make you feel worse that you already do. I know it must hurt terribly, and it's going to take time but sooner or later things will get better. Take care *TIGHTERHUGS!*

xxm0rb1dxx July 28 2005, 10:21:14 UTC

I guess I beat myself up because I have such a wonderful fiance' that i've been with for almost 2 years, yet I still do these things. She has been handling it better then I expected, and holds me when I breakdown (which has been more and more often), but I still feel guilt for the emotions I hold onto. I cried to her the other night, and said "I want to give you all of me, but I feel that these things are holding me back." Thanks for the comment. :) If you ever need some colorbars made, feel free to request.

assassinofjoy July 28 2005, 11:25:52 UTC

Thanks for the offer, and I just might take you up on it sometime (on a freakish colorbar craze this week =x Would it be ok if I friended you, btw?).

You're lucky to have someone who cares about you so much. Despite the past, just try and focus one what you have ... a girl who loves you and who is willing to be there for you. That's more than most people find in a lifetime. Take care, sugar.

xxm0rb1dxx July 28 2005, 11:28:58 UTC

Of course I wouldn't mind if you friended me!

Indeed, I am lucky to have her. Thanks for the much needed advice, I'm definitely taking it to heart.

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Here ya go... xxm0rb1dxx July 29 2005, 01:49:17 UTC

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Re: Here ya go... assassinofjoy July 29 2005, 05:46:19 UTC

*makes happy noises* Very, very cool. Thank you so much for taking the time to do this for me. Hetero Man-Love, indeed. And now I know I've been spending too much time around my roommates. Damn gay boys.

Thanks again, will give you full credit, and no worries about hotlinking *boo ... hiss*

_walkxaway_ July 30 2005, 04:58:10 UTC

why..you homophic or somethin

xxm0rb1dxx July 30 2005, 04:59:08 UTC

No, I'm a lesbian. How did that come off as homophobic?

assassinofjoy July 30 2005, 23:33:03 UTC

Actually, I think that question was directed at me ... and no actually, I'm a lesbian. My roommates are also gay (two of the sweetest and most giving people on the planet) and that comment wasn't an insult -- call it affectionate snarkiness.