I'm so lost, I've been so lost for so long now i feel. I have so much to do and that i want to do and that i should do and i always seem to be struggling. Moving to chicago has been the hardest leg of my life so-far. Talk about lonely talk about depression. I'm coming up on the end of my first year in chicago and nothing has been like I thought it ( Read more... )

Today has been a rather nice day. Brandi and I went to Julius Meinl for coffee and Im in love its my new favorite place-we also went shopping at this cute thrift store i got a shirt im really excited about and brandi got some awesome stuff...i hate $ Im working on planning my vegas trip July 6-10th (three nights) if anyone's interested...I order ( Read more... )

So I finished the last book I was reading, and to correct a previous blog-it was not Confessions of a Shopaholic: Shopaholic and Sister (which i still need to read) but another book by the same author, Sophie Kinsella, titled Can You Keep a Secret? I enjoyed it similar in style to the shopaholic but a good, quick, modern read. Next on the list is ( Read more... )

The two most impactful relationships i've been in the guys have looked like Adam Sandler and John Cusack.

Top five most painful breakups (in chronological order):
1. Dave Stephansen
2. Garet Olsen
3. Jasper Fortuna
4. Rob LuPole
5. Andy Dameron

Just give that last good bye and good luck to your top five and move on down the road.

Top five songs ( Read more... )

so writing everyday is not going so well but my book a week goal i just finished last weeks a book of short stories by charles bukowski and this weeks is haunted by chuck palahniuk.

My mind's not right ( Read more... )

So something happened recently that has taken me by suprise and has put a whole lot in perspective as of late-which probably has to do with my incommunicado/hermitty ways-and has got me thinking-in the last year or so or maybe since ending my first two years of college i have lost everything i ever had, in one way or another everything has been ( Read more... )

So i've decided to start writing something every day. not cause i think you care to read it but id like to be able to look back on things ive written-like that closet thing it still makes me sick-anywho thats not the point. what is? well first off ( Read more... )

Ok so I own way more fucking clothes than one person should...after cleaning out my closet for 3 hours yesterday and throwing away two garbage bags worth of shit i can tell you that I have in my closet ( Read more... )

Laugh, and the world laughs with you ( Read more... )