i have one major doubt.
and now, i'm down and out.
things never last.
just look at the past.

it's spring semester last year all over again.

down again, but not out.

i thought i had this under control. oh well. go with the flow.

so my life right now is still in an upward motion, and i have no way to begin to explain how much my life means to me right now ( Read more... )

so it has been almost a month since i wrote in this thing. i don't feel the want to actually talk about the stuff that's been going on because there's not much. so i got back, and there has been so much partying, and i don't get tired of it. i still manage to get all my work done as well as make progress on a career search. so i feel like i'm ( Read more... )

BACK AT 'SC!!!!!
PAAAAARRRTTTYYYYYY TIIIIIIIMEEEE!!!

so it's the new year. 2005 was ok, not bad. i made a lot of progress that year with my life, and i have so many people to thank for it.new year's was fun, the typical norm of hanging out with my family. then rightfully and funfully, bringing in the new year ( Read more... )

so i last updated on christmas eve. it was spent with family, which was fun. then falkin, one of my delt bros, was here in dallas. chilled with him on christmas night. chilled with my godsister and cousin one day ( Read more... )

i've been home in mesquite for a few days now, and it was all that i expected. so i'm not disappointed. sure, i'm bored and i really want to go back to california. but in this little bumfuck hick town, who doesn't? haha, i hate this place. i don't have a car so i can't go anywhere. i mean, i can borrow my mom's, but once she starts going back to ( Read more... )

you know what... things are cool for a change. i've just been chillin' and relaxing. it's amazing. i haven't been so relaxed in a while. it's kind of cool. anyways, the last time i updated i was kind of down, but i'm just trying not to worry about it. and just have fun. saturday was the USC beating UCLA by a lot game. basically, andrew and i smoked ( Read more... )

feeling a little down right now... but doing okay i guess.