revisiting the past.
So recently, I've clearly been unhappy about kat-tun.
I feel like my love for them is fading a little more everyday.
(please don't beat me you faithful kat-tun fans out there)
and so i felt the need to go back and remember how i loved them so, so much.
Kat-tun were my first JE loves. They were the ones who got me into my whole jpop/JE obsession.
I can remember watching Kaizokuban and Summary over and over again.
i could never get tired of it.
I remember joining JE forums - checking and updating everyday.
It just felt so good to be sharing the KT love.
I remember coming home from the worse days ever, then turning on the computer and watching KT perfs.
the tears would just come, and everytime after seeing their smiles, and hearing their voices, everything would be okay.
Click to viewand jin, oh jin meant so much to me.
nowadays, i look at him and i complain about how I don't like his new image.
Yes, im not enjoying the hair tied back and the aviators covering his face,
but he's still jin isn't he?
i remember crying when finding out that he was going to leave for L.A.
we were all worried whether he was coming back or not.
there were rumors that he was sick.
rumors that he had quit.
It was such a hard time for KT fans.
i even took my time to make a fanvid dedicated to it.
and when he came back safely, i remember crying once again
relieved that he hadn't left.
relieved that i would still get to see that smile and hear that voice.
and now that i think back to it, it all seems so...dramatic.
but i loved them and that's the truth.
and after remembering it all, i will hopefully find my way to loving them again.
Jin, you really do have such a beautiful voice <3
sorry for the terribly long rant!