wow i take this test every couple years...everytime the results end up the same, only worse...

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:ModerateDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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I don't know what to say...I mean, I'm completely speechless and I don't even know why ( Read more... )

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...I have returned...I missed writing...

inspiration was all that was needed.

I've been so miserable lately, so torn.

I feel like I've been ripped into to separate halves.

Jewel - Foolish Games

"In case you failed to notice...
In case you failed to see...
This is my heart BLEEDING BEFORE YOU!This is me down on my knees ( Read more... )

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yesterday i went to Dorney Park with Phil and his family. Me and him rode the Thunderhawk(a wooden roller coaster) 17 times. We rode a few other thrill rides and got headaches and stuff. I almost passed out from the heat. Nothing new. I fell asleep in the car on the way home. Then we got back to his house, I ate pizza and drank iced tea while we ( Read more... )

Phil and I went to my Aunt Fran's surprise 60th birthday party. it was fun! ^.^

poor Phil got attacked by my aunt though ^.^; lol

then the impossible happened...Phil asked me to dance with him...then...we did ^.^ it was sooooo wonderful. we slow danced to 2 songs! >.< yay ( Read more... )

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( pix of me!!! (part 1) )

i think i'm breaking...i'm falling apart...i regret what i did...XxXcries hystericallyXxX ( Read more... )