a bunch of bitching(nothing new)

[xxmisstakexx]

I feel so...dissconnected since I moved here. I feel like I'm losing touch with everyone I've ever known. but this is not a new feeling, I've felt like that since I've gotten out of high school. i hate what i look like anymore. i can dont even look in the mirrior anymore because i hate how i look. i feel so fat...eh, its gross

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[life_disguised]

Yeah, I know that 'disconnected after high school' feeling.
Don't hate yourself for doubting. Things happen.

If your mom doesn't let you go because of a 'stupid' (you know what I mean) tattoo, then it would suck going anyway.

PS- I'm so sick of this snow bullshit too. I was thinking that maybe in the summer you and tommy and me and chris and whoever else could go down the shore for a couple days. Might be kinda fun.

[life_disguised]

Oh, and if it helps in that 'not alone' sort of way, I can't stand looking in the mirror either for the exact same reasons.

Yay for warped body image.
But we'll get through this.
<3

[xxmisstakexx]

yeah...tommys brother-in-laws mom has a beach house that they stay in alot over the summer so ill ask if u two can spend a night one time! im gunna LIVE at the shore this summer!