I went there today ( Read more... )

Passion for Music of any Genre
Healthy

And yesterday I knew just what you wanted
When you came walkin up to me with him
So I told you that I was happy for you
And given the chance I'd lie again

Romantic
Loyal
Affectionate
Funny
Artsy
Amorous
Ambitious
Compassionate
Playful
Good Looking
Intelligent
Good with Family
At least Somewhat Refined

So, I remembered you said you like to get letters from me that are written only to you. Well, here goes one. I hate where we are now. I love you so much that some days I wake up and I feel good about this situation and then before the days over with I'm sick of myself for letting someone as great as you get away. I never wanted this, I think you ( Read more... )

Am I doing the right thing?
I really miss her a lot.

Last night I got high and shit faced and all I could think about was being with her.
Sleeps not coming easy for a while.

When it rains for a long time
and the rain ends
and the sun finally comes out
I always sort of miss the rain.
At least I could sleep when it was raining.

I'm falling, weightlessly all around me are options, and with each option comes a question, so the choice becomes "Which question?" I'm smart enough to know the truth though, I'll have to answer all of them before I feel stable again. My life will very likely change drastically soon. It may not but it very well may and that is what is giving me ( Read more... )

There's this feeling and it's incredible. It's building up in side of me like a geyser. The water is climbing higher and higher ounce by ounce drop by drop. I don't know what to do but it feels like I just want to roar. I just want to open my mouth and let out all the hurt and anguish that is building in my soul. I want to cry until there is ( Read more... )

I shouldn't have fucking asked...

God Damnit!