Christ, I love her so fucking much. It just fuckin' hits me sometimes.

I'm getting a bit irritated, I'm trying not to but, I am. I don't think I'm asking too much.

It's safe to say your more than just a date in a book if that's what you mean.
And yes, I am thinking of you right now.

But... If I am destined to die one day. I pray that it is in saving the life of another. That is all I ask for. That is all I pray.

The days just seem shorter ( Read more... )

It's been hitting me extra hard lately that she's not here. The past few days, seeing people together on the street. Look to my side and seeing... nothing empty space. I don't blame her, in a lot of ways I'm proud of her. I love her. I've never budged on those facts. It just seems kinda hopeless sometimes.  I don't resent her or anything. It's just ( Read more... )

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Pfft.... : [

Abscense does make the heart grow fonder.
I find myself in a burning frenzy for her.
I keep missing opportunities to chat with her and it's killing me.

I use to be a writer. I use to write great things and love that which I wrote. It use to be a great source of happiness in my life. But sadly, a few years of pure loneliness, heartache and misery have stolen then once expressive soul that I had. I am no longer that great man that I once was ( Read more... )